Summer 2

lost. it completely
gone. you shouldn't want or need me
drain. where the dreams go
pain. instead of blood flow
there is no satisfaction here no satisfaction here there is no here there is here

shiver (desperation) so close

this is something like collapsing
to want so badly. badly enough that it devours your unconscious. devours the undertones into the melody. the yearning, so strong my hands tremble. they shake. sometimes they think they actually feel you. like you're floating near by. it's tricking me. into believing maybe you feel this to. like energy, pure emotion, is sending shock waves. destroying all i believe in to send these signals. losing the truth would be worth every inch of you. it's insanity or i'm getting closer to you...or you're getting closer to me.
either or, i pray this is at least closer to an end
i'd take in all of you. pure. honest. forget. just for a laugh. i'd cut everything about me a part for a kiss. i'd end it all. just to spend it with you.
"as the light begins to fade, you are the reason, that i am not afraid"

Summer, Summer

i'm thinking. And everything has gone still. waking from a dream. a dream you wish, you crave. the only thing that could swallow the pain. your throat can't take it. your throat can't take it all.
sun stained skin and eyes like bombs. withdrawn and choking.
can't you feel this?
it radiates from me, it crawls right through you in my mind. in my mind.
knife points, razors, cut, slice, and tear watch it all bleed away
can't you feel this?
can't you feel this?
can't you feel this?
can't you feel this?
can't you feel this?
I'm so goddamn certain that if you don't feel this then i'm all ready. all ready dead. and already to go. good night