heartache burns like acid, even when it hibernates. i wish this hole would leave my chest.

"i think i'll shatter if you come any closer" and i exploded as her lips hit mine. how soft. how painful. i ache as billions of memories...dreams... faces burst through my mind. you lift me into my pain my self loathing. you feed my painfully satisfying addiction. touching her i feel completely hopeless, lost, failed. touching her i feel pure, honest, love. her hands are needles and her lips are angel wings. she slides her fingers through my veins and cools my shivers with her voice. with the summer skies she trapped in her eyes. my withdrawals have cracked my lips and left me shaken. she could blow me over if her needles weren't 10 inches deep and jabbing my heart. i'm gonna faint. i fall. i knew i would. she's there to hold me up. by her claws. i've lost. it's love