Wishes I could whisper in your ear tonight. Escape. Float far away. You know how much this hurts me. But I'm merely dead not knowing how you feel. What your drive home was like. Where your mind was. How the yellow lights flickered and blurred. How it rolled over smooth glass. The hum of a silent car ride. I hang my head just to think. How blank your stare was. How defeated. How i helped put you there. This is one of the hardest thing I've ever had to say. If there is a god... I hope all his love and blessings are with you. Just to give you something close to what I never can